Sunday, August 12, 2012

Tonight


Tonight,
random thoughts keep running in mind,
about life, about friends, about love, about work...
conclusion is, 
How my future is going to be?
Alone?
Being loved?
Unemployed?
so far my answer is question mark,
only question mark.



Sunday, April 15, 2012


快乐永远都只是短暂的

当你还处于天堂的那霎那

总会有人事物把你从天堂打入地狱

让那原本向上扬的嘴角

瞬间向下垂

爱情,亲情,友情

都能是那刽子手

Thursday, March 15, 2012

握不住的他

银白色月牙 映照着脚丫
一寸寸 一遍遍 亲吻浪花
泥沙挣扎 浸湿眼角
霎那 和着眼泪 分不清呀

你给的说法 说走到分岔
又无力 又疲倦 付出爱的代价
无力自拔 心放不下
勉强 爱的盈缺 变成时差

爱情不是玫瑰花 还有不安的惩罚
快乐呀 误解呀 随着时间都会增长
退潮的爱想刀疤 伤过给一个说法
放了才能够快乐 让心好好休息一下
握不住的他 放下也罢

which one you prefer?? Lolx..
If me, I prefer JJ's one haha =)



Wednesday, March 14, 2012

到头来,我还是没离开
还是让自己徘徊在那灰色地带

开始或许还费心思的去掩饰
但现在连那一丁点想伪装的想法
都已消失殆尽

我真的有想过到此为止
是真的
但可能放入的心机并不够
才会一次又一次的
跌入你的圈套

真的很恨这样的我
但除了我自己
没人能救得了我
可是
我累了
不想去挣扎
不想去求救
我....还能做什么?


很想逃
逃离这里的一切


不是已经离开了的吗?
怎么又不知觉地走回原点?
不停的在兜圈子
你到底想兜到什么时候?

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

this is just temporary i swear!!!

It's 21st of February at 2215
4 days later at this timing I will be at the airport
boarding the plane and flying back to Australia
a place where currently is a nightmare to me

My three months holiday has slowly come to an end
which means once again I'm leaving my loves one
continue to walk on the path I chose earlier all by myself
and only myself...

Honestly, 
within these three months
I love February the most
I finally got to see my babe, Grace 
who left me since last year July
celebrated her birthday
met up with the old bunch
celebrated another darling, Suatwei's birthday as well
Esther and Charlie 
who came from HongKong came visit us
We went around KL had tonnes of fun

I finally found back my smiles, my laughs
when hang out with them I can really forget
forget every little single bad thing that happened on me
how I wish I can continue to stick around with them
then I can get rid of sorrow, loneliness and whatever that I used to suffer
I can't blame anyone but myself as this was my choice
but now, I really regret, regret for choosing this path
I'm not that strong, I still prefer to be taken care by them
天下无不散之筵席 is a curse
a curse that I hate with all my heart!!!

They told me
no matter how much I don't want to leave
I have no choice 
True, I can't do anything right now
I can only continue to walk on
on the road that have so much uncertainty

Without them
my life won't be that perfect
I need to keep telling myself
this separation is just temporarily
I will definitely come back to them
as soon as possible

 Skybar with Esther, Charlie and Grace

with Alice and Sufi 

Babe Grace's 21st birthday 

Drinking session~~

Darling Suatwei's birthday celebration!!! 

Girls of that day =) Esther, Pikkie, Suatwei, Alice, Me, Peichee, Grace and Charlie 

PULAU KETAM HERE WE COME!!! 

I'm back to here after almost a year~~with Esther, Charlie and Grace 

Cycling session 

With babe  

random trip to Genting~~stayed in Maxims!!! shuang shi wo men!! haha 

my camwhore partner is doing her job..yea, in the bathtub haha 

heart you so much!!!

♥ YOU ALL from the bottom of my heart  

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

...

YOU!!!
Yeah I'm talking about you!!!
can you just disappear from my life?
I miss the times 
before I met you
before I drown into endless sorrow
would you please kindly return my smile back?